It’s 12:22 Am and I’m pondering. I’m pondering why I am awake when all I want to do is sleep. I’m pondering what I am going to have for breakfast. I’m pondering over why I’m even typing this. Then I’m pondering over him.
My pondering is cautious and careful. It’s analytical, contemplative, and calculative. It has no boundaries, but it stays within the lines.
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To be honest, I guess I’m really pondering over “hims”.
One. Several. Two? No more. Who knows really, I’m about as static as…well something that could finish that simile.
I’m just pondering. Ponder, ponder, ponder.
I ponder if they’re pondering too.


